this is hard !

The story goes like this...
There's this little girl, trying to lead a happy life. Life had give her some challenges all the time which making her to be more independent and to take life more seriously. Sad things happened to her family and so she loves her dad more than ever. She hates to disappoint her dad. She wanna make her dad proud of her. She wanna fight for a bright future so that she can make sure her dad enjoy his life better. And so she is planning her future seriously. She got into a good uni, transfered into another uni in a foreign land to gain more experience. Considering she is graduating soon, she wanna get an internship for some working experience. Finally she got a job from a highly ranked international firm in the big city. She was so excited and thought that her dad will be proud of her. But... In the end her dad was just saying its no big deal to get a job for 2 months as she wouldn't learn something in such a short period and the job is too far away from hometown. In the end her dad tolerated by asking her to work somewhere nearer. Her dad dont want her to work when she got holiday back to hometown, as she has been spending most of her time within these 3 years away from her home to pursue her study. Although she went back whenever she got holiday but its not enough as most of the time she's not around. She is in dilemma. She thought she need to sacrifice for her future to achieve what she wants, to be able to let her dad enjoy after raising her up and be proud of her. Working in the big city will definitely gain her different and surely much more better experience. She knows her dad misses her because she also misses her dad. It's give and take, sacrificing her holiday back in hometown to be with her family or to work in the holiday for her to achieve her aim. Deciding to sacrifice the time with her beloved family is already hard, but not getting supports from the loved ones is even harder...

but if making her dad sad in the process of her trying hard for her future so that her dad can enjoy his life, it's a conflict isn't it... so she has decided not to make her dad sad in the process, because her aim afterall is to make sure her dad is always happy....

Dad i love u
Grandpa grandma, i miss u all too