The place to be

I have never thought that it would be this hard. To be at this lovely place. The truth is, living your daily life here is much more than what I thought it is. Officially done with my studies and professional papers, I'm pretty much a free soul in term of studies. Now it hits me to really living the days as a total adult. Is loving the lifestyle and the city enough to keep me going? I have realised that I have made it too simple for myself, thinking about all beautiful things this city has to offer and ignored what the reality is. A main factor that has gone out of my consideration is the social factor. I have no problem talking to people, even chatting to strangers on the street/ workplace/ cafe. Unfortunately,which I am not so sure of which reasons, there is something that limits the connection in term of socialising, which plays a huge factor to make me feel belonged.  Is this really how I want my life to be like? Is the trade off worth it for the beautiful things of this city? I am not sure. In fact, its probably a "no". But thinking about what this could turn into in a 20 years time, the impact of benefit and rights in our future, or for future generation is possibly very great.

It might be all the crap that I've just typed above, or..........

I'm just tired of being away independently for the 6th years now.

I have no idea how did it happen! that I have been out on my own for freaking six years already. It sounds like a long long period of time but it has already pass by! 

Good luck to myself for searching the next route in my life, to position my future.

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